First, I've disabled comments on this post. We know what you all would like to say and we thank you deeply for it but in the very wise words of my 8 yr. old nephew, Dallin "we probably just shouldn't talk about it anymore."

Ryan and I lost the baby on Christmas night. We really aren't sure what the cause was and it's not hopeful that we'll get an answer but it looks like the baby just stopped developing after 5 weeks for some reason and we didn't realize it until several weeks later.

I guess God had a bigger plan for this little jelly bean than any of us knew and He needed him/her back sooner than we expected. So for now Elijah & Owen have a little brother or sister to watch over them and we are grateful for the few weeks of happiness that the baby brought our hearts.

Thank you to everyone that has already been such a great source of support and thank you for all of the kind words and prayers that are being sent our way. We had no idea how many people loved us and how many friends we have... you all are amazing.